ah…i want to watch something like this go down the cross from my street<3
(Source: vecherion)
ugh; how many times do i have to go through this….
guys only want one thing. and its sex. i’ve met a few who claim they want more. but they dont want more with me. i’m just that sexual object that must have. and its quite upsetting. because all i want is comfort. thats it, i just want a comfort state of mind. knowing that i can lay beside some one and just talk and not have to think about sex. its ugh; i’m so agervated.
i’ve been told i can get anything i want because of who i am. but i can’t get what i want for who i am. how does this make sense?
alrighty. this is my list.
thursday.
get paid.
thursday night drive to michaels in mooresville. and get canvases and paint and brushes.
friday morning.
drive to downtown charlotte and drive the outer loop then go and get my licesnse.
friday night. pick up megan gibson. go to band house. get my stuff i left there. an maybe chill.
goals for the month of march.
-figure out if i’m driving to virginia or flying.
-lose some weight. roughly 20pounds.
-finish some bullshit.
-and get a breast exam to see if i have cancer. =]
(Source: beefoleyy)
Wrap your arms around my body, an hold me so close I can feel your heart beat pounding on my body. Let me rest my gental head on your shoulders and my heart in your hands. This is only for a moment. So I can catch my breathe. To feel the shallow insecureties attack my fragile mind. I only need one moments of rest. So tonight please be mine.



